I used to share with my Christian friends about the revelations that God was giving me – because I had to tell somebody. 🙂 Praise God that they read my long stories and celebrated with me. Praise God that my circumstances isolated me so that I had to write down my stories versus share in person. Recently I felt I should go back and read my old writings. Praise God that they were saved. Here’s an old writing from July 2012. May this old revelation bless you! Continue reading Why would God rob you?! →

Lately I’ve been apologizing to the Holy Spirit a lot. Why? Because I finally see how much I must’ve grieved Him whenever I made so many life decisions and actions without His counsel. He was always with me no matter how far away and hostile I was from God. How He must’ve grieved when I deliberately walked away from Jesus.  Continue reading Apologizing to the Holy Spirit →

It appears everyone has a carrot that we are chasing after. I’m not sure if most people know or even bother to think about what their carrot is. My past carrots have been the usual popular stuff such as prestige, upward social status and money. (Yes, I was shallow.) Continue reading What’s Your Carrot? →

Matthew 6:33(KJV)
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

This is a quote by Jesus that I meditate on constantly. Especially in the beginning I would wonder if this statement is really true. One thing I love about getting older with the Lord is that I acquire more experience of his faithfulness. Just like an intimate relationship, the hardest part is probably after the honeymoon period is over and now you must learn to live daily with a new partner that is vastly different from your ways. Unlike a human relationship, this union is a divine one and no matter what you believe and know, Jesus is always correct. Therefore when I have a tough time with his ways I ask for understanding and clarity.  Continue reading Seek Ye First →