I’m not sure if I can remember all the details of my dream but it was about a spoiled American teenager who didn’t realize how blessed she was. In my dream she did not receive the one very important person that she wanted. I believe that person was Donald Trump. She threw a very nasty temper tantrum and she was not recognizable as a nice-looking teenager. I also recall seeing Kamala Harris in my dream. She was looking at the teenager having a temper tantrum. Kamala Harris looked pleased and also surprised by the intensity of the teenager’s tantrum.

Perhaps the teenager in the dream represented some supporters of Trump in the USA. I hope no Christian believers of Jesus Christ stormed into the Congress building last week. I know that there were white supremacy groups at the rally. Many conservative republicans are not saved believers through Jesus Christ. I’m sure it was easy for get swept away by the mob zeal and anger.

Wasn’t this exact scene displayed throughout last summer with terrible riots throughout our cities? The faces and people groups were different but they were both controlled and manipulated by the evil principalities in the airs and also within themselves. We as believers must pray for God’s Spirit to flow through our nation and bring conviction of repentance to the believers, and salvation to the people who are not saved through Jesus Christ.

Yesterday I had a conversation with another church friend who is a critic of Trump. After listening to her, I explained to her why I became a supporter of Trump during the summer. We ended our conversation well. We both knew where we stand and we are still good friends. It was also nice to see that another ministry friend who dis-communicated with me during the summer over our disagreement of the social justice movement in the church, is again inviting me to her ministry event. 🙂

I am realizing that living life in my divided home has made me very adaptable and wise with nonbelievers, and agreeable when disagreeing with believers on hot topics. I used to not share with my church friends about my husband’s hostility of our Christian faith and beliefs. If they would ask me, I’d share but usually they would talk about their situation and prayer needs. Now, I feel that I should no longer keep my home situation hidden but share it more proactively.

I don’t blame my husband for his hostility. He’s being controlled and manipulated by the enemy. I must be doing something right for the enemy’s attention. It’s important to remember this so I don’t take it personally and allow bitterness or unforgiveness to take root in my heart. With my husband’s ok, I did reach out to a marriage counselor to see if we can develop better communication skills to disagree more amicably. My old strategy of not discussing hot topics with him is not working anymore. He’s been cornering me to talk more. Perhaps God is setting this up so we can hear each other. Perhaps God wants to challenge my husband’s will using me as a vessel. 😂 Perhaps it’s a new season and old methods won’t work anymore. I’ve gotten so used to being quiet and not voicing my thoughts, it’ll be interesting to see what happens when my mouth is opened to talk. 😳

Please pray that we find a good marriage therapist who can be a neutral person to help us disagree on hot topics amicably and still be heard. It’ll be an interesting journey.

Today is Martin Luther King Day. I was thinking this morning how he acquired so much freedom and justice for the black people through humility and nonviolent demonstrations. If only the rally protest in Washington DC on 1/6 was done in this manner, then how different the outcome may have been. All I can do is pray and regain my hope for USA 🇺🇸 and that the body of Christ in our country can fulfill our calling and purpose together in unity, freedom and love. “For with God, all things are possible.” – Matthew 19:26

1/19 – The past year has revealed everything that is ugly to the surface in America. So many believers, even from other countries have prayed for our nation. Let’s have faith that these prayers are bringing USA to God’s will and purpose for our nation. Every nation has a purposeful mandate from God. I pray that USA stays as “One Nation under God.” 🙏✝️🇺🇸

Ministry friend shared this article with me and it was right on. https://www.charismanews.com/us/84930-why-this-spirit-filled-pastor-believed-god-allowed-trump-to-lose-the-election?fbclid=IwAR0MU8YamtKL20AEAlb0eHB2GGb-iriO0aZu5g2dBOpp2goKcsfdEXlpabk

I loved his last words of encouragement. -“Let me close with some encouragement. Even in the midst of judgment, you’ve been called for such a time as this. God knowingly and purposely put you here at this exact moment in history. Get up, dust yourself off and go to war on your knees. Allow sadness and hopelessness to drive you to the cross. God will meet you there and rebuild the ruins. That’s a promise that will never fail.”