Dear Lord Jesus, I wish I can see you and feel your presence in greater measure in another great storm. I think in all the storms of this year and half, this is by far the greatest one for me and my family. Your words in the Bible brings me relief but I really need you more. So I cry out S.O.S. this morning. I wonder what this really means, I’ve seen it in cartoons. Lol. But this is exactly how I feel right now, sending my daughter off to college soon without resolving her eating disorder and mental health issues.

Whether I like it or not, I have a very quick perception about the mood of an environment or about a person. The Korean word for this is “눈치” and I have a fast one. I’d wish my 눈치 was less sensitive and then I’d be a happier and more carefree person.

Since my teen years, my mom would dump her frustrations, griefs and tears at me. It started when we moved back to America from South Korea as education refugees. I was in 7th grade. My sister wasn’t capable of the educational rigors and her teachers told my parents that she won’t pass the exam to get into high school and advised them to go back to America.

When Billy Graham passed away in 2019, I only heard about him as a famous evangelist but never heard his messages. Once his classic sermons became available on Sirius XM radio, I listened to them all the time in my car. His sermons burned within my heart as I’d imagine the two followers’ hearts did when Jesus appeared by them on the road to Emmaus, days after he was resurrected. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+24%3A13-33&version=NIV

I just finished reading this book. It’s my first end times book that I have read. This subject matter always overwhelmed me and so I stayed away from it. Whether his conclusions are completely or partially correct, I think it’s good to wrestle through this topic biblically with the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

When I started my faith journey over ten years ago, I knew that Jesus Christ came from a Jewish background. However since I was void of theology and had very little knowledge of the Old Testament books, I assumed that the Jewish people were punished by God for their rejection of Jesus Christ two thousand years ago and that the church replaced the Jewish people as God’s special people on earth.
Also, I didn’t understand why my Jewish husband was so suspicious of the church. He thought I had joined a Christian cult since I suddenly wanted to go to church weekly and read my bible constantly. Since then, I did A LOT of research on church history and what happened between the Jewish people and the church. I was so surprised to find out that the first century church was all Jewish believers! I was even more surprised that all the apostles who wrote the New Testament books were Jewish too.

I recently discovered pastor Voddie and I must say he preached this very tough topic about biblical submission for women with great courage. As a former feminist only ten years ago, it took a lot of tears, pain and heartache to submit my will and behaviors to obey God’s word in my marriage. It is up to you to obey. I ask you to at least listen and pray about what he said in this message. https://youtu.be/hUvzYcQGZvg

I read this article about a pastor from Scotland who perished in the Titanic. He did his last kingdom assignment superbly. He was heard shouting this on the sinking Titanic, “Women, children and the unsaved into the lifeboats!”

Please read and be inspired by this pastor’s act of heroism. Let’s pray that we will be prepared as he was, to do our last assignment for the Lord superbly with great bravery. – https://ifapray.org/blog/what-the-titanic-can-teach-us-about-these-precarious-times/

When I came back to the Lord over ten years ago, Jesus Christ spoke these words to me one morning in my quiet time. He called me by my Korean name and said, “Ji-Eun ah, gather my sheep.” He said this three times. Under the anointing and his special visit I said with streaming tears, “Yes, I will my Lord!” three times too.

I believe it’s time for me to share with you about the Wicca witch religion that is growing exponentially in the USA and across the world, especially amongst young women. I was alerted about this growth from these articles in 2018.